I think this is the first Thursday night that i will not be at a meeting.  I stayed home sick today due to some digestive issues from trying acorn squash for the first time.  I know now that i can’t eat it…lesson learned.  Also just not feeling quite up to my meeting tonight.  My husband is also not feeling his meeting tonight.  Maybe we need to branch out, find meetings with new people.  Maybe we need a little break in the repetitiveness that has become our meetings lately.  I am not really sure what it is.  I do know that I am still committed to my recovery.  I am still supportive of my husbands recovery.  And I know we are still very much in love.  All I can do is live one day at a time, apply my al-anon principles to all my daily affairs and live life as it comes.